Bored

I never thought I'd say this, but having nothing to do sucks. Not in the sense that you're thinking about. I've had a pretty rough month, with 8AM-8PM days (at least), this past Wednesday was a 7Am-11PM day. Yet now, on a Friday night, not only am I too tired to go out, I also have to wake up at 8AM to give tours for 7 hours straight, I still find myself sitting here at 2AM being bored. I can't fall asleep, too tired to get any work done, and I'm getting pissed off at some of the organizations I'm involved in. I won’t name them, because they're awesome, except I'm an exec and somehow I have absolutely nothing to do in these organizations. Have you ever felt like you weren’t needed for anything, but had to be present for no reason? Well that's how I feel. I'm a treasurer in one of them, and we're organizing a 300 person conference. You'd think the treasurer would have a lot to do, but no, I have nothing. They tell me to send out an email a week, and it's pissing me off. I'm either the god damn treasurer or I'm not, I'd like to know. I never thought I’d hate not being given work, because that's exactly what I loved. I always wanted to be overlooked, so I can have less work. So what the hell is wrong with me now? But I still want to know. I'm busy enough as it is, so it's either I’m all in or I’m all out. I guess I’ll have to wait and see.