Bipolar

So I think I might be bipolar. Yet I've been to a therapist and everything and he assured me I wasn't  But yesterday for an hour I wanted to kill myself and today I'm fine. Hm... Maybe it's just college life. And it makes sense that I’ll be pretty happy today. I found someone to give me a ride for my job interview, I’m not failing anything anymore, I talked to three or four amazing people in my call center job today, and I don't have that much work left to do.

Working in a call center is always tricky, because sometimes you hate yourself more than the people hate you. but in my case I work for my universities call center, and all we care about is participation, and if they help out they'll be helping themselves because it helps our rankings, and with better rankings they can get better jobs. Yet even with all that, some people can be asses. I've had people yelling at me from the beginning of the conversation, to the point where I couldn't understand what they were saying, and they didn't understand what I was saying. It's unfortunate that some people don't realize that even if they don't want to donate I'd still like to talk to them. I love talking to people, and hearing their stories, my job isn't dependent on whether they donate or not, it's actually the opposite. Because in the end if people are happy they'll donate when they can, and that's all we care about. 

An update on my writing- absolutely nothing. I haven’t been writing since I got back. Hopefully in fall break, except I have a 300 person conference that I need to make happen right in the end of break, so maybe not.